It’s strange. This new romance that has brushed my lips. It’s confusing. I go on and on thinking about you all the time, yet I don’t truly know you do I? We are not synced (according to you) and I’m still having trouble knowing what’s going on in your head. I am yours and you are mine after such a long wait, a wait that has finally paid off, but I’m still unsure. I find myself wondering what you want from me. I don’t want to hurt you like all the others before me, never that. But sometimes you look at me and I feel like you’re judging me as if I am one of them. I’ve waited such a long time for you to be mine and only mine, and yet i feel like you sometimes see me as just another heartbreak, as if I’d throw you away. Why would I risk losing such a priceless jewel? Do I love you? I’m not so sure yet but I know that I like you with most of my heart. It is very likely that you will become the love of my life. I hope so. I have so much to tell you but I’m afraid of the outcome that may follow. As it is, I’m not so sure where I stand with you. It so complicated for me. Apparently the only times you give me sex is when I want it and you don’t. I would be perfectly fine just being with you. Can’t you see that all I want is for you to feel wanted? Just take what you want. I would give you almost anything if you asked for it. I love it when you smile. Tell me I’m beautiful. I love your hands and your eyes and your lips and your everything. I want it all to myself forever. And now I go on and on about complete nonsense. You are mine by name now but soon I hope you will be my completely mine.
You don’t know if listening to them would help.
Do you have a choice though?
All they do is TALK.
avastuck or something.
Totally just gained a new perspective of school.
The essentials of Asian Dumbledore’s speech at the end of Mulan.
omg asian dumbledore
i can always sit and watch the way the rain hits the waters surface
i could watch this forever
my heart right now
its been a while since ive used this blog. i honestly didnt think that i would need it, but i find myself, once again stuck. i just need to rant but i cant bring myself to rant to an actual person. lately, it is as if i have lost my friends. more and more, i’ve been pulling away from the people in this place. I’m leaving and i just want to forget all the hurt that ive felt while i was here. im still not sure who i want to keep but the number is very few.
I want so many things that im not sure what i want. its so confusing. i told myself that i wouldnt cry anymore but i cant stop. its starting to hurt. Im scared so i hid but i desparately want someone to find me and take me home. i dont want to stop hiding because false hope will break me…again.
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